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nick vujicic

Wed, 08 Apr 2009 21:31:55 GMT

It felt like getting a tight slap on the face. I should've been more grateful

defrag

Tue, 07 Apr 2009 09:20:32 GMT

To sum up everything, the week has been hectic. Too hectic, to be precise. From annual dinner and it's preparations, to never ending personal dramas and things of that sort. The dinner was good mainly because of the companies :) Pictures? Much later lah okay.

An assignment is due on the 20th of April and my progress is toooooooooo slow, slower than a siput babi I presume. Have I mentioned before that our finals are only a month away? I don't usually freak out over exams a month before seating for them but in this case, hmmmmmmm let's just say failure has taught me something. Sigh.

The momentum is kinda lost. But it's okay I guess. Hopefully it can be regained in this short period of time. Otherwise, death will await me.

the glass is half empty

Thu, 02 Apr 2009 17:59:22 GMT

So emo now lah.

Not only Business Law kills. Economics, apparently, kills too. As a matter of fact, Economics strangles my neck more than Business Law does. I've never felt like a complete idiot before. No matter how much I read, the amount of pages I've flipped through, the number of books I've opened and tried to understand, the effort I took not to fall asleep in class in order to actually absorb Mr. R's teachings and whatnot, I just bloody cannot, cannot, cannot help myself from feeling so down, so low, so idiotic when learning Economics. Not that I haven't heard of those economic terms before, and it's not that I do not have any basic in Economics. I do. I freaking do. But really, I just can't grasp the whole concept and look at the big picture and I simply can't deal with those never ending interrelated graphs. They're killing me softly and I'm not kidding you.

Stress wehhhh, stresssssssssssssssssssssss.

But thank God, Alhamdulillah, I've got a bunch of helpful friends who've been helping me out. Yay to studying in group. I mean, I have a study group now. A real one. Haha. This is something new to me, but so far, yes, it's been effective.

But still, economics. Economics!

Stressssssssssss.

lima belas tolak tiga belas.

Fri, 27 Mar 2009 21:33:39 GMT

No inspiration. No inspiration.

In need of inspiration.
In need of inspiration.

I've been going back and forth just because I did not want to miss even a single thing, and also probably because I was thinking that life is too short to miss out all those things and whatnot (screw me for being so sentimental). Tapi everything has a price to pay, kan? Hmmm.

I think I need to be more realistic. And be more focused.

Inspirasi, di mana kamu?!

Lama gila tak pergi taekwondo! RIndu Master Chin.
And I swear that Business Law kills every little inch of my brain cells. Section 40. Ultra vires. Directors' duties. Common law. Applying the general rule. I cannot afford to fail this module again (!).

why are you being so difficult?

Thu, 26 Mar 2009 20:15:01 GMT

Okay, semalam was a day unlike any other days. I was happy, everyone was happy, Smith was happy (I'd like to believe so). Hehe.

I saw a person who resembles Gary when he was still err, not so buff *coughs* and better looking, and they share similar features. Let's name him Dan. Dan has a set of nice hair. Afro, weh.

Talentime, anyone? :)

what happened to jack?

Sat, 21 Mar 2009 21:10:31 GMT

At times like these, I start to question myself, "Why the hell am I doing this course?".

I do not mind working in a field related to accounting and finance but frankly speaking, that's not how I picture myself in a few years to come. Sitting in a cubicle or a small office, working from 9 to 5? Screw routines.

And really, really, really, seriously, if time could be turned back, I am probably now already on my little journey of becoming a bloody chef.

But nonetheless, I'm not regretting. Just a little bit upset. Sigh.

patrick the starfish

Sat, 21 Mar 2009 18:35:45 GMT

Ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha (gelak tak ikhlas). Nak tergelak lagi, hahahahaha (okay, sekarang ikhlas sikit).

Nak tergelak sendiri sebab me thinks me is so funny that me often writes when me is thinking too hard but often, me can't complete me's sentences because it's either me is too lazy to think more deeply, or me is not able to think anymore. Me hates writing like this so me thinks me shall stop now.

Okay.

I find it hard these days to portray my true feelings through writing. Writing feels so awkward because my sentences would always be left hung, unfinished and whatnot. I usually end up backspacing and deleting every single freaking thing and leaving the box empty.

Rethink, rewrite. Re-erase, rewrite. Rethink, rewrite. And it goes on and on.

I'm emotionally distracted. Urgh.

You know what's funny? Having to live up to other people's expectation when truth is, there's a huge difference between our principle, the way of life we'd like to live and the expectation of others.

It's not that funny actually, more to tiring.

gary, you're one funny man. that, i cannot deny. but you know, all the best in whatever that you're doing now.

poland

Fri, 20 Mar 2009 20:33:51 GMT

I'm home! And there goes my resolution of breaking my own record to stay at the campus for at least a month. Heh. But it feels good to be home because the food is free, the food is free and of course, the food is free :P

I've been coping with school, but lately, I don't know why, neither do I know how (or maybe I do), the lazy pig disease has found its way back and damnson, apparently, I've been invaded once again(!). Curing is a problem because getting back onto the track is definitely not easy. Nggak gampang dong. Finalnya lagi dua bulan doang. I guess it's time to bid goodbye to this particular way of ahem, studying, and for once, I need to learn how to give full bloody concentration on my studies and not get distracted so easily. Which is hard, very hard.

Cerita lain. I dreamt of Smith last night and boy, it was a long, long dream. I haven't been seeing Smith for a week or so, and guess who I saw after the dream took place? Righto, it was Smith! I just realized that he has curly hair. Hah.

I need to get some sleep. Zzzzzz...

gayah and me

Mon, 16 Mar 2009 17:03:21 GMT

When chemistry can no longer be reached, when no consensus can be attained... Hah. I am lost, not knowing where to go, let alone what to do. Hmmm. *squeeeeeeeze brain* I'm still lost..

You know what's amazing? The influence of people that are all around you. Your everyday people; your lunch buddies, your classmates, your roommates, your housemates, your dinner buddies, your gym buddies, and even sometimes, random people, the passerby's. The impact they give, the impact you receive. Subtle yet so powerful, that even sometimes you just don't realize the changes that have been occurring, be it good or bad.

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I'm probably in that state where I can't make up my mind what to do with that bunch of people, and what to say to them. Because like I've said just now, that chemistry we used to have can no longer be grasped.

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Now now now, meet my two favourite Indonesians, Icha and Lydia. Makasi ya kalian ajarin gw bahasa Indo ;D

Now, meet another friend of mine. Introducing, Naim Kent!

rogayah

Thu, 12 Mar 2009 20:34:03 GMT

Meet Gayah the sexy bitch :)